This is my most known video on my channel currently, and it's an embarrassing one to me. The concept of making an iceberg based off of Angry Birds was kind of my dream, and I begin making the video around early 2019 with a post on my main account about adding to this iceberg. I had failed horribly and what I did, that was mainly because of many limitations I had during the video. When are the complaints in my video is about the quality, as you may have noticed throughout the video it is only at 480P. Why this is is because of iMovie mobile, what iMovie mobile did was basically say that I didn't have enough space for anything so I had to delete manually every single project they had in store. Another problem about the video is its structure, and doesn't structure I mean that there's a lack of structure, although I go down the layers I don't really explain thoroughly anything. Plus it feels extremely long. This is because iMovie mobile doesn't really include anything which can help you throughout a project and so throughout the video I couldn't edit any audio or any video. That's why I wanna focus later on in my life to make a redux video as an apology.
Before I officially start on the development process of this entire video, I would like to know that I don't have a physical version of the iceberg anymore. I truly apologize to everyone which wanted to find that file. To fully explain, I got an a blatant rant about my video by a popular Angry Birds Content Creator which used to be involved with Rovio's partner program. So the thing about this video is that it was basically impossible to literally make. It caused me to delete a lot of stuff which made me saddened. Making the decision to actually work on this video really made me under estimate on how a video was made. Yeah I had created like one minute to around nine minute videos but not a full entire four hours, especially with my voice. So you could definitely hear me trying to explain the topic because I did research it beforehand, but the problem is I didn't know how to properly script it mainly because there was no proper softwae which I knew of which could've been used. No to no I will not state this guys name, please do you know if you're a huge creator on a platform, please don't act this way. Usually I don't delete tweets which are harassing me, because I try to understand the criticisms that they have no matter what, but this went too far where I had to so be careful.
this is not a Meaning for a Meaning re-creation, but generally person talked about the dislike of my video in a very aggressive way. Since this was one of my first HUGE pieces of work, I did not understand what he was saying. I mainly did this for my free time doesn't that I meant a dedicated hours of my own time during the pandemic to make an entire video on my old ass iPhone. But despite being nearly an adult, the response was extremely rude and immature, and Although I could understand if people did not like my content were even slightly disappointed in me. The thing is, though this person basically tried @'ing telling me never to make content or to even touch the Angry Birds community again. I think out of spite I had to do stuff which bit me in the ass later on, including to join the AB Facts account which had caused me a lot of personal stress on my mind.
Now although I don't want to cause drama, the user in question has also been offensive to neurodivergent people, including me. But to be honest, I thank him for giving me this spite, mainly because I've tried making better and better projects which make me feel personally accomplished and give a further purpose to my life.
Originally I started with the concept of an Angry Birds iceberg when publicly posting a tweet about if certain people know about Angry Birds topics which I could discuss, the original iceberg was just for fun. But what had happened was basically overflow, one of the people which had followed me during that time @'d Angry Birds Facts. Which caused in to retweet the tweet and I freaked out. Freaking out in a positive way I mean. Money gave the ideas to the iceberg to the point where it overflowed, so this means that I had to make four extra rows of iceberg material.
Video production also began after the iceberg was fully completed, the idea of looking back at my past interest was very unique and I felt very proud of it since. But the iceberg was the only thing which I believe was good about this entire process, I was expecting production to take only a couple of weeks, but what evolves into was hours of content as a whole. It made me extremely happy to work on it but it's all kind of over bearing on the shoulders of my work, what I found in many ways to use tricks on iMovie after this point which cost me to put way more effort into my videos. So during the process I used iMovie mobile's own recording feature to basically talk about these topics, and obviously after researching them. I put even more effort into it after it's all the recordings mainly by putting images and video in. After the final product was finished I talked to Bluebird and I'll mention him in the next topic below. But the entire idea of it was that after we were finished making the video I had some trouble with exporting it. One of the most notable glitches throughout the entire video is after the one hour mark which causes the video to freak out. This is because of iMovie shitty exporting. It basically couldn't export enough data so it caused a basic freak out which made the video glip between frames. As well as a storage capacity error given by iMovie, originally the final product was planned at 1080p, but after many export airs the lowest I could go was 480p with an almost empty drive. This wasn't my storage's fault, it was actually iMovie's fault for basically not even handling the containment of this which is pretty weird. It actually took me a month to even export it.
when an artist looked at their own work, most of the time they'll be disgusted if it's work that they have made either early on in their career or or if it's just not their current work. Generally, I have this problem most of the time, I'm embarrassed by my earlier works, mainly because they don't show my fullest potential. But even then, I do feel like I should've done stuff which could've positively impacted me as a creator. This for our video is where I actually have the most regrets.
Bluebird as well known throughout my channel if you've watched one of my early videos, he was originally with me throughout most of my life since we met at 3 years old all the way to death in 2020. Bluebird recalls the stories that we used to go on, and before my channel in 2018, me and Bluebird got enough money from panhandling to buy a house. All the recording previously was at other peoples houses as well, mainly a couple fans and friends. Why still own this house, I decided to buy a little apartment area to also record unique content. So you may be asking, what happened for Bluebird to basically die. Well of course I can't state the word obviously but he had been pretty depressed with his life during these moments and we had trouble communicating for the last time. But this began when Bluebird was getting noticed as well as my content, Bluebird was getting more anxious and more anxious by the day and I basically forced him to make another album even though he was embarrassed off of his first one. Bluebird doesn't like singing for a Albums even though I believe that he had a beautiful voice. Bluebird had trouble talking to me every day and I was emotionally unstable at the time because of some series events going on including some huge events which would change my life forever. We gotten more aggressive with each other to the point where Bluebird actually deleted his second album, I was extremely shocked at what happened. So I basically kicked Bluebird out of the house, for an entire day Bluebird was just walking around the city and that made me time to think. What happens if I made a four hour video dedicating to his past career with his brothers which he was very fond of. But what had happened was that Bluebird got an even more stressed by this project and when we had more he basically freaked out. I am not a very reaction a person, but what had happened in that moment made me depressed for months and I still get traumatized about it to this day. I dedicated this drawing to him throughout all this work on this channel and for being an awesome friend. Thank you Bluebird.
